makan roti bercicahkan air paya...

I am the type of girl yg tidak akan masuk paya, no matter how much you would want to pay me.

dan jenis yg tidak akan boleh langkah longkang yg tingginya satu kaki lebih dan lebar nya setengah kaki.

But last week I did things that I thought I would never do. Salah satunya adelah tajuk tu

Kita org buat the following things

a) berendam dalam air paya nak dekat dua jam tgh-tgh malam (org kate sejuk but I think it is quite warm)

b)lepas tu tido atas tar setengah jam ( x bleh tido pun)

c) lepas tu night walk

d) start off  berjalan atas tali to cross another swamp. May I say that, kitalah yg paling lambat but no matter. what matters is that , I DID IT. me. org yg sgt penakut nak langkah longkang.  I DID IT. lebih kurang macam ni but there is a swamp below.  and no harness.

e) then ade makhluk hitam dan putih menunggu disebalik semak, dahlah I'm the type yg senang lemah smgt.

f) then ade game yg melibatkan kita crawling in mud. Takdelah geli sgt main dalam mud bila malam-malam, I guess kita akan kurang geli bila kita tak nampak ape yg kita sentuh.

Did I mention that our bags are taken away dan hanya dibenarkan bawak 2 tshirt, 2 seluar, satu kasut sukan before the whole thing started pakaian dalam yg secukupnya. So no perfume, no talcum powder, and no deodorant you can imagine how much we stink on wednesday. Not that it matters, bukannya sempat mandi pun, sempat siram air je dan kena mandi sama-sama lak tu. Did I mention dalam 4 hari tu kita org tido mungkin 7-8 jam je total? Patutlah by Wednesday badan rase mcm kena Parkinson. 

Tapi, I gotta say the food is awesome, not because we are hungry, but it truly is delicious, we ate like 6 times a day,. Ade ikan bakar, ade nasi ayam, ada ayam goreng, ade nasi lemak sambal sotong , ade ikan goreng yg kita tercekik tulang  for almost two hours.  My only regret is mase tidak mencukupi untuk menikmati makan, mase untuk makan 5-7 minit je.

And this is only part of things that we have to go through untuk menjadi SEORANG FASILITATOR YG BERJAYA  (boleh lebih POYO tak?)

I gotta say the training really lives up to its name Training of Trainers, so untuk menjadi seorang TRAINER kenalah kuat PHYSICAL MENTAL DAN KUAT dari segi EMOSI.  I guess it makes me braver and a much more confident person than I was before I went for TOT. Selain drpd it is extremely fun, dan yg paling penting ia mencapai matlamat.

So hopefully, my participitation in KEFAJAR will be a beneficial one, both for me and for KEFAJAR itself.

to drive?, not to drive? (a story of balance)

I like how my mom and dad balance each other out. Like ying and yang, night and day, and bla and bla, you got the idea right?

It started when I  drove (I haven't been driving for months) last week. Bukan pergi mane pun, pergi pasar tani je. It was hillarious to see how different my mom and dad reacted.

my mom: bawak lesen tak tadi? enjen mati tak? ngenges tak kereta?

my dad: he didn't say anything accept few questions how I drove, but I know deep down he was super proud of me. he....he

The same thing happened again yesterday and today.

I have mentioned yesterday, that I will be driving by myself pergi pasar tani hari ni, because my dad will be out working.

Yesterday before I went to bed my mom cakap : 

Esok jangan gi mane mane tau, duk rumah kang ape-ape jadi susah.

so being a firm believer of "ketulahan" (something bad will happen to me If I don't do as she says) so I decided not to.

But today my dad was in my room three times:

Ist  time : hari ni ko drive elok2 tau. Ingat formula driving (driving ade formula ye?)

2nd time :  pagi-pagi kereta susah nak start tau, start dulu kereta tunggu lima minit baru ko drive.

3rd time: ade duit tak?(3x) ayah tinggal 50 kat bawah phone tu.

terase mcm that peribahasa : yang ditelan mati bapak and diluah mati.. well you know the saying

so In order not to dissapoint my dad and menyebabkan ketulahan from my mom:

I call my  mom and tell her this: "Ayah nak org drive tu, siap bagi duit lagi tu siap suruh ingat formula lagi... kalo ade ape2 org call lah ok?"

 My mom, being a mom she's being her cranky self said "kalo ko call pun mami tak tolong" 

So I drove, I mean  he gave me 50 bucks just to go to the market, he's practically pushing me into the car right?

So that's  the story of how my mom and dad complement one another. Till next time...