I am directing an activity for my persatuan,
its nothing big, nothing fancy... Program Smart Learning jer...
At first, I thought of doing this small (50 people) and to give back to my persatuan sebab I think being with them have helped me to improve my grades. But he said, do 100, and do it for other kids too....
I was like WHAT???? (dalam hatilah....)
But doing the proposal on my own (tiga jerawat tumbuh serentak),
meeting and talking to my boss and setiusaha agung on my own (segan gila.... although I know diorang sporting habis)
going to the canseleri on my own (jalan kaki tau takde keta??? Budak uitm je tahu berapa atas bukitnya canseleri tu) to get penasihat punya stamp kelulusan.
Tuhan je tahu, berapa menakutkan semua ni for me. Tuhan je tahu how I felt this is such a big responsibility for little ol me. Sebab I guess I always think myself as a 22 year old baby (yelah an only child kan) that can't do anything or know anything about event management. There are times when I felt like dropping everything.
But on that day, (15th Oct to be precise) my proposal got through ( although she said ade benda yg adik kena isi lagi ni then pulangkan balik ok dik? & banyak budget kena potong)
I felt like an actual adult...
I felt like I'm really working, meeting actual people, actual adults, dekat Pusat Kegiatan Pelajar, although it was scary to think that my proposal might be turned down, but I went it for it anyways...
and it did got through
I was glad...
Although after I got my surat kelulusan I sort of TERCENGANG "NAK BUAT APA LEPAS NI?
and this girl who knows nothing is now the PROJECT MANAGER (crap!! what have I gotten myself into?)
God, tolonglah bagi kami membantu antara sesama sendiri (to help me specifically) so that benda ini berjalan dengan jayanya.... Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin....
its nothing big, nothing fancy... Program Smart Learning jer...
At first, I thought of doing this small (50 people) and to give back to my persatuan sebab I think being with them have helped me to improve my grades. But he said, do 100, and do it for other kids too....
I was like WHAT???? (dalam hatilah....)
But doing the proposal on my own (tiga jerawat tumbuh serentak),
meeting and talking to my boss and setiusaha agung on my own (segan gila.... although I know diorang sporting habis)
going to the canseleri on my own (jalan kaki tau takde keta??? Budak uitm je tahu berapa atas bukitnya canseleri tu) to get penasihat punya stamp kelulusan.
Tuhan je tahu, berapa menakutkan semua ni for me. Tuhan je tahu how I felt this is such a big responsibility for little ol me. Sebab I guess I always think myself as a 22 year old baby (yelah an only child kan) that can't do anything or know anything about event management. There are times when I felt like dropping everything.
But on that day, (15th Oct to be precise) my proposal got through ( although she said ade benda yg adik kena isi lagi ni then pulangkan balik ok dik? & banyak budget kena potong)
I felt like an actual adult...
I felt like I'm really working, meeting actual people, actual adults, dekat Pusat Kegiatan Pelajar, although it was scary to think that my proposal might be turned down, but I went it for it anyways...
and it did got through
I was glad...
Although after I got my surat kelulusan I sort of TERCENGANG "NAK BUAT APA LEPAS NI?
and this girl who knows nothing is now the PROJECT MANAGER (crap!! what have I gotten myself into?)
God, tolonglah bagi kami membantu antara sesama sendiri (to help me specifically) so that benda ini berjalan dengan jayanya.... Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin....
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