the 'Mom card'

 Peace upon you and Selamat berpuasa
I'm graduating... soon. Last friday I've received surat tawaran utk buat master...
As with every ending the is always a beginning.. itu sebab I am never sad... sebab with every new people I meet I got to reinvent myself, be someone better and hopefully make lasting friendships. Bukannya tak suka dgn kawan kawan lama, its just that susah nak bina diri balik dgn kawan-kawan lama, diorg tak boleh accept that you want to change, you want to be a better person..... they find that it is a little too weird that you want start to talk to them or make friends with them...

But I did make a few great friends if not many.... mungkin lebih baik mcm tu... so that I'll value their friendships... sebab maybe Tuhan lebih tahu, if I have a lot of friends I'll probably take them for granted...

To me, this beginning comes with options....
1) untuk kerja.. not part time but really work...
2)untuk sambung master
3)I'm even planning to start a company with a few friends....


I have decided to get a job ages go. Since, I have spent the last.... well I don't know... 5 years finishing my diploma+degree...exhausting both my brain and body.....I guess work is just the same... tapi  at least I will get paid this time ...

And then there's my mom with her Mom card, telling me how she wants me to pursue my studies, it wasn't just telling it was like a NARRATION as why I should do it and why during her time she didn't... to guilt me into it I guess...in the month of Ramadhan of all months

Don't get me wrong.. I DO want to pursue my studies.. just not now..not just when I've just finished my  degree... tapi she thinks aku tak nak blajar sampai bila-bila..

Permaisuri ku and her CARDS ......