texting sebelum buka puasa

mase ganti puasa rasenya x  rase lama pun, knapa pulak sekarang rase lama  mungkin sebab ade 28 hari lagi. Dah lah test jpj bulan ni .

1) Tadi mesej semua org sebelum bukak puasa ( by everybody meaning certain people)  

• I text-ed those during my practical training. 
• my best friend
• balak cool yg kita anggap mcm abang ni ,
• my ex  who I have met only one time, (so I don't really think of him as a serious boyfriend, but he seems to think I'm a serious girlfriend)
• another balak who also I've just met one time.

So obviously my best friend texted me back (kalo dia tak balas,siap)

and the only guy (my ex obviously) I don't want to text me back, text me back.  ( not that I don't want him to text me back tapi ayat dia mcm ni Rad ?!I mis you )  so of course I didn't balas his text. because I want him to move on, obviously he hasn't.

this cool bro let's call him L. He text-ed me back. Sadly, dia tak akan continue study next September. Ade dua org yg  sahaja yang kita harap akan  sambung degree dgn kita. Dia and my best friend, tapi dua -dua pun tak sambung sem depan. I told him about this so Siap dia lecture lagi, that I should be positive, biarpun diorg takde dan suruh kita bergaul dgn org lebih lagi. bayangkan dia the only dude yg sanggup terima kita masuk dlm kumpulan dia biarpun kita tersangat lah incompetent in my lab work. So I kind of care about him the most. Tapi dia ade awek, so x bleh care lebih-lebih.

diorg yg praktikal ngan kita ade dua org je yg balas. org yg dulu kita melenting sgt and there's this friend of mine. Balak yg hensem ( dan putih melepak dan sgt gebu x balas pun ) sdgkan kita nak dia yg mesej kita tersgt. and there's this girl who I like because she's nice, pun tak mesej.

So, kita tulis benda ni bukan nak cerita pasal kita sms dgn siapa sebelum buka puasa. Tapi to bring into renungan dalam bulan puasa ni kita hantar sms kat mcm-mcm org : org yang kita sayang, org yang kita melenting dan sworn tak akan cakap ngan dia lagi, orag yang kita barely know, orang yang kita has a crush on tapi dare not to say, and  my ex of course.

Dan kita tak sangka kita akan sms diorg lagi. So kesimpulannya sesungguhnya bulan ramadhan ni rasenya adelah bulan yang baik sebab, kita tak sangka kita sanggup beranikan diri berhubung dengan diorang biarpun sekadar nak ucap selamat berbuka puasa.  Jadi I guess ramadhan brings me closer to those around me .So happy ramadhan... (sebak pulak rasenya)